gah.

i really freaking hate when someone brings up the name of someone you used to love but now not so much.. and you just wanna scream at them and tell them to just shut up because you still cant handle hearing that name because the wounds they left still hurts and are trying to heal but its like they are still being ripped open. i just want to be able to put them in the very back of my head where its hard for me to remember their name sometimes. i just wish you'd let me.