gah.

i really freaking hate when someone brings up the name of someone you used to love but now not so much.. and you just wanna scream at them and tell them to just shut up because you still cant handle hearing that name because the wounds they left still hurts and are trying to heal but its like they are still being ripped open. i just want to be able to put them in the very back of my head where its hard for me to remember their name sometimes. i just wish you'd let me.

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i love this <3
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." 
-St. Augustine

:)

im so new to this and i guess i really have no clue how it works.
but it was recommended so imma ry this out.
yay.